Homosexuality ? Heterosexuality ? Bisexuality ? Pansexuality ?You see a difference you ? Me no. I see love, with ups and downs. With joy and sadness. Meetings and separations. Just love. So why do some people reject them ?
Child, they loved me. Children love everyone. Child low blows are childish and repairable. Child. We are all a bit alike, mainly bred by values and idealism.
I was telling myself, "When I will be adult, I would have a dream life !"
You were telling me, "Hug !"
He was telling me, "You make me laugh"
We were telling, "Best friends forever !" even if we were not so close.
You were telling me, "You come with us ?"
They were telling me, "What's wrong, my chip ?" when I was crying
Except that we evolve differently. The difference appears. What does not pass for some people ... We meet other people who did not know us before our evolution. Generally people evolve with their closest friends. But when a small group of individuals evolves a little differently from others and they find themselves separated in spite of themselves. They are confronted to others. They are confronted to groups. They are confronted to the eyes of others. They are faced to difference. Innocence disappears. The taste for popularity appears. The clash comes hurt. For to become strong, one must attack the weaks. And in this world, "the weak are those who are alone. And the strong ones are the groups.". Speeches change.
I tell myself, "Don't listen to them."
You tell me, "What's your problem?"
He tell me , "You're weird"
You tell me, "Die !"
They tell me, "Are you crazy?"
Yes, there is no "us". Because them and me never agree.
Now. Let us be clear.
Being French it's not being dirty, arrogant or narcissistic.
Being Arab it's not being a thief, vulgar or aggressive.
Being Asian it's not to have stereotypical accents and being indistinguishable from other countries. Yes. The Chinese, Koreans, Japanese, Thai, are not the same.
Being African it's not being vulgar, speaking loudly and being stupid.
Ok ? And...for information, nobody is 100% an origin
I often asked. "Why are they different ?".
And I've been told often. "You know .... homosexuality, it's not natural ...".
Oh....I see....And your bullshit, she is natural ?!
So already, let's say it right away. The word "Difference" is not an insult. It's a truth. Small message for people who ask me to die.
Yes, sometimes, I am ready for psychiatric asylum
Yes, I'm a crazy a little too fragile
Yes I do things not really explainable and a little strange
Yes I am shy and it can make me look like asociable
Yes I am really sensitive and I can cry for anything and everything
Yes, I don't really understand what you're talking about. But it's reciprocal.
Yes, even if it seems improbable, I have friends like me.
Yes, I am so undecided about myself that I almost always have a different personality .... I am whimsical.
And yes, because of that, I am often told that I am weird and they asked me who I really am.
So yes, I'm strange. And for answer to you question...
I am me.
That should be enough for you as a response.